Monday, February 4, 2013

Valentines.

 I don't know what's love.
Whenever i see you, i know i would be extremely happy for the rest of my day even after you left with your mum...
 Time pass..We go to school together, having lunch together, 
walking home along the alley together. Read under the tree together and fall asleep together.
We have friends, but we chose to stick to each other 
all of the time.
 It's been 14 years.
Waking up every morning, always, a rush of adrenaline to text you a 
GOOD MORNING SWEETHEART. I MISS YOU SO MUCH.

....i don't know. Probably, im too timid. Maybe..she doesn't like me?

"Good morning Jane! I'll see you 10.Same place :)."

 She love flowers, yellow..pink..orange..
She can't sleep alone. She have to be text/call till she fall asleep.
She love animals. Every night, we would go around alley, few streets down to feed the strays.
She doesn't like cold milk. 
She hates men in any top other than black.(the reason why my wardrobe is filled with mainly black tops. The other colours bought by mum were left untouch for years.)
She love to draw on my face each time i fall asleep. I would always pretend to fall asleep just to make her happy, just to see her smile.
She love to snack. She always asked if she put on a little. 
Honestly, i think she looked gorgeous now. Even better chubbier.
She never mention about who she likes or interested in. 
She forced me to look at girls with her.
She doesn't show any interest in me. 
Is she gay? or its just me.

Months passed.
It's summer.
As usual, we chilled at the coffee place where her favourite cheesecake was sold.

Of a sudden, she hold my face and kissed my cheek.
I hold my breathe as my heart pounced so hard i almost fainted.

She like me.
 We started dating and we got married a year later.
We started our family very soon after our marriage.
Jane fall sick during her pregnancy. She barely eat.
I so worried something would happen to her.
She loses 7 pounds a week.
It really broke my heart seeing her suffer this way.

One day, i was in the kitchen preparing food for her. 
When i came into the room, i couldnt wake her up.
I carried her and ran to the nearest Hospital.

We lose our baby.
It was devastating for us. Especially Jane.

A year later, we had our 2nd child.
Marilyn. Sweet little precious baby girl.

Marilyn grew up healthily and really obedient. It was all we ever ask for.
Thank God.
Those were the memories.
Time passed so fast, i almost forgotten it's marilyn's wedding tomorrow.
She's now 27 , sucha a beautiful lady who had a loving husband who love her like we do.

Oh ya, She bought us a camera. Till then, i only had this photo in there.
Don't you love her cute face here. I glad i met her. I love you and i swear i will only have you in my heart. Even when im gone, i will always be there.

THE END.
(photos credit to respective photographers and owners. It's not a true story. Just a random thoughts i decided to share. Hope you like it.)